the end is where we start from

the greatest

2010-02-09T12:03:00.001-08:00

2010-02-09T00:09:00.000-08:00

2010-02-08T11:26:00.000-08:00

dont know what i want but i know how to get it

2010-02-07T20:36:00.000-08:00

Time after time I think it's just no good
Sooner or later in life, the things you love you loose

shiiit

2010-02-07T18:11:00.001-08:00

why is he such a boss?

2010-02-07T18:05:00.001-08:00

already on to that new she&him cd. lovee.

zoe you fool

2010-02-05T16:13:00.000-08:00

what i do while waiting in her room.
by myself.

only the 3 greatest bands ever

2010-02-05T04:59:00.000-08:00

no big deal.

it's 4:41

2010-02-05T04:41:00.000-08:00

do you know where your child is?
fuck breathaliesers tho

only when the goal is unattainable, do i start to feel like i'm losing myself.
jealousy lay all your spells to bed. i'll choose unloved instead

go your own way

2010-02-04T12:24:00.000-08:00

i miss thailand. so so so much.
i keep saying and hoping that i'll go back soon but who really knows..

vivian girls and best coast @ thesmell. yeee
my homework tonight is to listen to zeppelin.
reminds me of when i used to sing zoe to sleep with stairway to heaven in like 6th grade hahaha

lady war paint

2010-02-03T11:30:00.000-08:00

Hey baby, wanna go halfsies on a bastard child?

2010-02-02T12:58:00.000-08:00

i think my favorite is the 60s, although the era was shorter than most.
invite me into the doors of this generation &i will walk out a hippie.
i'm alllll about that bohemian, classy trash couture.

i was displeased to find that urban had just wrote something about janis joplin too. fail.

i enjoy your distracting

2010-02-01T23:30:00.000-08:00

Hey. Could we do that again? I know we haven't met, but I don't want to be an ant. You know? I mean, it's like we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another, continously on ant autopilot, with nothing really human required of us. Stop. Go. Walk here. Drive there. All action basically for survival. All communication simply to keep this ant colony buzzing along in an efficient, polite manner. "Here's your change." "Paper or plastic?' "Credit or debit?" "You want ketchup with that?" I don't want a straw. I want real human moments. I want to see you. I want you to see me. I don't want to give that up. I don't want to be ant, you know?

too many posts for one day..

it should mean something when i say that the most exciting thing that happened to me today is that takingbacksunday is following me on twitter. maybe the only reason i shall decide to utilize it. ..

our chances at love have potentially increased ♥

i am therefore dedicating this video to the first of this month:

never gets old

2010-02-01T15:16:00.000-08:00

2010-02-01T12:43:00.001-08:00

my music professor just told us she helped produce the soundtrack for avatar.
she's so sick. it's very obvious she used to be an acidhead.

falling outward

2010-01-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

as usual, some key miscalculated phrases to briefly describe my weekend:

72hrs in the mountains. middle of the forest. sickest "cozy romantic getaway" type cabin fitting 4 carloads of people for $20. new& familiar faces. daylong, night prolonged photoshoots. "fashion over function" vs "pinkeye". igloos. homemade goods and animal attire for days. voluntarily falling into an icy lake of gross. real, glittering, beautiful, fresh&fluffy snow. wrecking and getting wrecked. chilling in trees. amazing visuals. wet socks, frozen feet. acoustic sessions. warm fires. secret lofts. cuddlefest2010. bonding. loving. grubbing. every time in the snow is a better time.

only a camera phone so maybe more flicks another time.
for now, off to write my brother a letter.
outward, face first, but onward i go.

2010-01-31T20:24:00.000-08:00

far too early in the daytime to be thinking about that
but i am
he's far too innocent to be a part of such a cruel world
and it is
and it is

and so i'll go, take that train and ride.
hoping i can write a rhyme that might stop the tick of time
get off this situation and feel fine
get off this situation and feel fine.

alexs bear, i see it now

Bon Iver from Black Cab Sessions on Vimeo.

seem to have passed this by
its been awhile but blackcab sessions forever.

on the lookout

2010-01-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

for my better half
emphasis on the word better.

&for a minute thought i couldn't tell how to fall out

photos by alex

2010-01-27T16:16:00.000-08:00

i'm a very visual person. i thoroughly enjoy this

Acid Girls - Lightworks OFFICIAL VIDEO dir. Steven Ilous from Steven Ilous on Vimeo.

2010-01-27T13:01:00.000-08:00

catch me, [reel the] real me in.

you need to get on this album, nowwww.

2010-01-27T01:42:00.000-08:00

lately been obsessing with wearing shit in public that should normally only be worn on halloween.

2010-01-27T01:09:00.001-08:00

knuckle rings and flying shoes, i wantchoooo.

Somebody told me this planet was small

2010-01-24T21:57:00.000-08:00

sometimes i hear a song and think of it being someone else's theme song.
and i wanna tell them hey this is your song but that'd be kinda weird.
anyway, stuck on this.

if it's catchy with a mix of piano, i'm sold.

today i met the cutest hawaiian man ever. tall, athletic, fresh shave, nice teeth, nice jaw, nice butt. & i say man cus he was 29. but i think about it and 29 is not old.. cheesy but age is just a number and if they look right then its not matteringggg.. right?
or we can agree to disagree.haha.

i read once that success is getting what you want and happiness is wanting what you get. story of my life. kinda relates with the theory of "the chase". wanting so badly, getting it, and keeping it vs. throwing it away.. whether its the next day or the next year.
it's all about happiness and a mix of fate.

rambling. hello doorbell.

change clothes and go

2010-01-21T02:42:00.000-08:00

www.myspace.com/eyeloove
laughing out loud?

but really tho, tell me why i'm this happy cus eye really don't think i should know.
j, forget how to flirt cus you're getting cheezieeeeeeee.
& hate to sound sleazy but teeeeaze me, i dont want it if it's that eazieee..

alex's birthday extravaganza. party crashing, lights out. balling in the rain with nic and ed. haiti benefit shows left and right. no one loved my cat ears but its okay. conspiracy theories, ft. mark and holly. must i add that hollyx6 is much more than i'd typically imagine but not gonna lie, her bed is confy and her loving is sometimes quite motherly.

i should sleep one day. these 4 hour naps just aren't cutting it.

"I'm gonna say the one thing you aren't supposed to say. I love you…but I love me more. I’ve been in a relationship with myself for *19 years and that’s the one I need to work on."

fuckmylittleshit

2010-01-19T11:21:00.001-08:00

"Son, the last thing you'll realize you need

2010-01-16T02:53:00.000-08:00

is what you've already got

You never worked well with our group
Not with the faults we found
So we fixed you with cement galoshes
No one can save you now
Unless you have friends among fish
There'll still be no air to breathe
You could drink up the entire ocean,
I'll still find someone to be everything we know that you'll never be."

lodoy productions

2010-01-15T14:18:00.001-08:00

disregard my hair,

Rooftop Bang from Laura Godoy on Vimeo.

vegas

2010-01-12T20:13:00.000-08:00

incredibly pleased with how these came out.

still not a fan

2010-01-12T14:24:00.001-08:00

but still loving this video.

i feel it all

2010-01-12T12:44:00.000-08:00

i feel it all.

did you know rock and roll means having sex?
history of rock, i am loving \m/

inspiration

2010-01-12T12:42:00.000-08:00

for my new years resolution...

Smoking’s bad for your health, but exactly how does quitting make life better?

More cash
Better sex
Improved fertility
Younger looking skin
Whiter teeth
Better breathing
Longer life
Less stress
Improved senses
More energy

I'm sold.

the city that never sleeps

2010-01-11T02:00:00.000-08:00

i, zoe, axel, darren, jon, louis, kenny, matt, page, bryan, ramon, johnny, henry, mario.
xl empty pad , HOMEMADE FOOD ALL 4 DAYS, alcoholics anonymous and black and mildz, super smash me bros and mario kart, guidos and guidas, transvestites and del scorcho, 4hr 4am puzzle.

day2. camera eventually died, BUT.. some sick film to come

although i only briefly remember night #3, thus far one of the funnest vegas experiences.
"lv to la in 2.5 hours", wreckage

daybreakers sucked but good company..
deeland was the shit, yay for deluxe passes.
goodnight world

big bear

2010-01-06T01:03:00.000-08:00

funnest day i've had in awhile
all scratched up from being reckless with my fellow americans
getting kicked out of the snowed in soccer field
snowball fighting, coming up on a cameraa!
driving around for a goodminute- searching, admiring, meeting
finally settling, going on journeys through the winterwonderland scene
can't forget the endless substance

anyway, i basically just rewrote what ramon wrote. haha.

DAY 1

2010-01-02T12:34:00.000-08:00

roseparade from my rooftop.
the best part was discovering roof access
hunters moon. in for the kill.

new years resolution: stop smoking cigarettes. "no escape?
instead, keg stands, hiccups, and the curliest of fries.

greatttttttt great great. &watch avatar in 3d imax. faded.

..DAY 2.

oh and this.

2009-12-27T21:35:00.000-08:00

happy holidays

2009-12-27T21:31:00.000-08:00

freakin decembray

2009-12-24T17:17:00.000-08:00

happy belated day of birth jessica
and happy tomorrow birth to christ, if it exists
and everyone in between.. friends, fam, dogs, cats
i love christmas for all the wrong reasons
for example, i love how last minute shoppers suddenly forget how to drive and be proper.
and i love how my dad is so festive as to cross out the name of cards given to him, and give them back because he didn't feel like buying cards. freakin dennis
and i love how everything just seems jollier when you're standing in line for albertos and santa clause is whistling at you from someones passenger seat. instead of feeling violated, i just laugh because santa exists. freakin santa
basically, december is great.
andddddddd since we're all ballin.. la di da di, we like to partie. ♥

adaptation

2009-12-23T22:12:00.001-08:00

2009-12-23T21:45:00.000-08:00

"this is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time."

she's lost control again

2009-12-21T21:18:00.001-08:00

Originally uploaded by Alexandr a

everything in its right place

2009-12-21T14:19:00.000-08:00

where does love come from?
where does it go when its gone?
what takes its place
and why does that space turn
hard as stone
another year i am older today
in many ways i've grown
but in my head
them questions still they roam
riding a bike
she said its like cycling in circles
with your eyes closed
no hands blind faith is what she called it man
said life's an ocean with a lot of commotion
once you dive in, yeah it's deep
but if you can swim it ain't mattering

uncomfortably uncomfortable

2009-12-16T22:44:00.000-08:00

one down

2009-12-16T01:56:00.000-08:00

two to go

favorite time of year, i must say.

honestly,

2009-12-15T02:41:00.000-08:00

you can do no wrong.

2009-12-14T13:55:00.000-08:00

today is thanks giving

2009-12-07T22:59:00.000-08:00

and i am grateful for many things.

yes, those are meatless hotwings. im so excited
i just discovered how easy it is to break into cars

thank you cherry on top
thank you aaa
thank you teaspot
fuck you charter
fuck you clumzy

my dad just asked me

2009-12-07T14:21:00.001-08:00

if i want to be tiger woods' girlfriend.
cus the other ten ran out on him.
lawlz

i c u

2009-12-07T13:43:00.000-08:00

i love being held
even if that means i dont know your last name or how i got there

i also love the rain
when i'm prepared.

i also love driving home to my dad's in the rain
or driving home to pasadena when the sun is setting, music blasting.
same feelings, different names.

i also love pickles.
today i was wondering what would happen if all i consumed were pickles and water. what would happen to me?
i'd turn into a pickle.

no, i'm not high.

i am so distracted by life that i cant focus on life
does that make sense?

chanel iman,

why are you so sick.

2009-12-07T13:34:00.000-08:00

dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke
dont choke

and then i choked

regress

2009-12-07T11:28:00.000-08:00

take me back.

2009-12-05T10:26:00.001-08:00

godammit lakers

2009-12-05T10:03:00.001-08:00

never let them think that they have it like that.

*

2009-12-03T08:30:00.000-08:00

weird dreams of your suicide

i can't take this seriously.

2009-11-29T21:01:00.001-08:00

..but i can't help but agree with these black children.

2009-11-29T12:57:00.001-08:00

Something is starting to smell quite strange. I'm not sure if it's the day-old food in my trash or the unfortunate fact that I'm beginning to see things differently from this outside perspective

Whatever it is needs to rot elsewhere cus it's getting old.fuego

Thanksgiving weekend was FAB, but yesterday was an epicepicepic fail.
At least the midnight fade put me away laughing and nomming on brownies.
Thanks friends

CHECK IT

lawlz

2009-11-25T12:05:00.001-08:00

Annoying Personal Entry #96

2009-11-23T16:54:00.000-08:00

If you know me well enough, you're familiar with my carelessness and my ease to move onward and without hesitation. This could be considered relentless, but it's actually just a method of sustaining well-being. This is where I am stuck.

In most situations, my oblivion works to my benefit. I tend to automatically put feelings aside in the corner of my mind, where I allow them to rot and lose importance until the hurting is done. But what about when the things I want to remember, no matter how bad they hurt, begin to fade? It is my fault, and it is killing me to think that this process seems inevitable.

Today I don't know how to feel. I miss my niece & I miss my brother, & I am trying hard to not be upset & I am trying my hardest not to forget.

2009-11-22T21:47:00.000-08:00

" If, in your course, you don’t meet
your equal, your better,
then continue your course
firmly,
alone.
There’s no fellowship with fools."

stunt growth

2009-11-22T12:02:00.000-08:00

building friendships with the past..
should be interesting.
but way easier if the past were less cute.

Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you're getting better
But you don't feel any better

Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better

drunk in public

2009-11-21T10:48:00.000-08:00

lindsay lolhans.FAIL

allll i gotta say..

2009-11-18T22:15:00.000-08:00

The Pasadena City College women's volleyball team put an end to El Camino College's 8-year reign of South Coast Conference championships Wednesday night by soundly sweeping the host Warriors, 25-19, 25-21, 25-22, completing a perfect conference season at 16-0 for the Lancers.

Pasadena extended its winning streak to a school-record 21 consecutive wins and the Lancers will likely be awarded the top Southern California regional seed at this weekend's postseason seeding meeting.

The Lancers (22-1 overall) were ranked No. 3 in the State Top 25 poll coming into the match v. the No. 2-ranked Warriors of El Camino, the two-time defending state champion. PCC captured its first SCC championship outright and the first conference title of any kind by the sport.

PCC's 19th sweep of the season was a domination at the net as the Lancers recorded 11 team block kills to just one by El Camino, a team that is 23-2 overall with both losses coming at the hands of PCC................. nshit

bottom feeders,

2009-11-18T12:08:00.000-08:00

goodbye
so long
farewell
ovwar.

abre los ojos

2009-11-16T20:13:00.001-08:00

anouck aimee.beauty

it's cold. it's real

Once upon a time...

2009-11-15T13:24:00.000-08:00

This weekend was my first taste.

I officially hate funerals. I hate the music and the words and the inevitable tears. When the time comes, please burn my body so you'll remember my warm hands and play the happiest songs so you'll think of me through joy and only have a priest if they knew me personally so that everything that comes out of their mouth doesn't sound like total bullshit.

As we released the doves and lowered her six feet under, all I could think about was the quote at the end of Disorder. "So this is permanence.. Love shattered pride. What once was innocence, turned on it's side.. A cloud hangs over me, marks every move.. Deep in the memory of what once was love."

I can still hear her and smell her and feel her. The flashbacks and memories have not stopped but I realized that this is the closure I needed. I hope this opens my eyes forever. I hope I don't forget. I hope I don't let her down. I'm going to celebrate her life and embrace the impact she has had on me as a person. I hope.

To say the least, I am grateful for Jasmine.

hollllllllaaa

2009-11-11T23:36:00.001-08:00

he's 3

2009-11-11T22:24:00.001-08:00

2009-11-11T14:12:00.000-08:00

ulti-bejeweling has been interrupted.
"my black neighbor just held his blunt high as he admitted to me that he's been playing world or warcraft for almost 5 years.

obsess

2009-11-11T13:43:00.000-08:00

“I'm not a vegetarian because I love animals. I'm a vegetarian because I hate plants.”
– Alan Whitney Brown (1952 - ), American writer

before i forget

2009-11-11T11:39:00.000-08:00

it was me, pavi, axel, darren, louis, mrs. sam, and some other people all in axels room and for some reason he had a door leading to the backyard which led to some forest. there was a bunch of really random people hanging there that i don't talk to much and we all wanted to go hiking and it was late and extremely cold so i was putting on more jackets and everyone but pavi left me and started running into the darkness of trees. and finally pavi and i run after them through all this shrubbery and bushes and shit and we eventually end up on this hill and it feels like its dawn with some light outside. this hill is indescribably beautiful and covered in red,white,pink,purple flowers and all these people are in them and i have my camera and im trying to take a picture but for some reason my camera wouldnt work and it was so frustrating. these two random people come up and tell me "dont worry, it gets better just take a picture later". and so we're walking up this path in a huge line against some wall and all of a sudden we hear whistles and axel comes running up cursing and telling us to run and so me and pavi start shoving through the line and we run up this other path and we're alone and scared and for some reason we don't walk up the path because we're scared to be seen. so we're lying on the side of it and we're wearing black sweaters and i put a black pillow over our heads so we could blend? and this whole time i overhear the people that were chasing us and they're killing people and throughout this time, pavi fell asleep. so im sitting and listening intently and they start coming our way so i wake pavi up and we book it up the hill and all of a sudden we're back in axel's room and they follow us up and when they arrive, i discover that they are cats and the rest of the dream was spent trying to find this evil cat in axel's house.

today and tomorrow

2009-11-10T22:01:00.001-08:00

timelapse

2009-11-06T00:55:00.000-08:00

change is everywhere.
acceptance is already a long process.
i'd like to believe that in the end, it will only make me stronger.
that this grief can only take me so far.
so when will it feel okay to be completely happy again?

i've learned a lot in my first day of solitude.
long talks with people i love.
nothing is forever. nothing.
i am at the age where i begin to realize who and what truly matters.

time to grow up. time to move on. new friends, new loves, new memories.
it is time to really let go &it is time to really mean it.
please forget my name

2009-11-03T10:20:00.001-08:00

10/15/03-10/31/09

2009-11-01T12:37:00.001-08:00

This isn't healthy. This isn't real. My swollen eyes are aching from the migraine and there is nothing I can do to stop this never ending roller coaster of emotions. I feel empty, I feel delusional, I feel bitter, I feel sick. I have never felt heart break like this. It's like being in love for six years and right when she started to turn in to her own person, she left me. I can't return to sleep because it only makes me wish that I could stay in that imaginary world. It still feels like a dream... That she is about to run in any minute now and start bugging me for a piggy back ride or show me a new trick. I can't look at her smiling face on our walls, I can't begin to fathom this labyrinth. She was our princess, and nothing will ever be the same. Not this house, not me, not this family. Not after we all saw the happiness sucked out of her and felt the cold in her skin. I held her hand like I have many times and denied her fate. It is so hard to be strong when the strongest of people are falling so hard. All I can do is ask why and beg for someone to give us something to take the misery away. She was ours for no one to take. No one. I don't care about your beliefs, I don't care what the reasons are, I don't care if he "gave her life", there is no reason for him to take her like that. There are no excuses, there are no more what if's, there is nothing left to say. It is too hard to accept all of this faith because it fucking hurts. I don't know how to smile or be happy without feeling guilty. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. Nothing matters anymore. She is gone forever and I am numb.
I miss you already, Jasmine Starr. You were my favorite brat.

la la la

2009-10-28T15:51:00.000-07:00

up tha indie

2009-10-27T16:13:00.000-07:00

la jefa

2009-10-25T23:14:00.000-07:00

But one time out of ten, everything is perfect for us all.
Well I want a better place or just a better way to fall.

inspiration

2009-10-24T19:36:00.000-07:00

lesmoking

anja zaharanski

Eye am amazed.

2009-10-20T22:54:00.001-07:00

my new toothbrush box is bigger than my tv.
since when have regular little toothbrushes not been sufficient enough.
yeah, since dennis foley was involved, thattttttttttts when.

today was superr productive. finished my midterm for my online course. finished my study hours. ran a mile. ate a horribly delicious burrito. ALMOST on time for class. finally officially decided my halloween costume hahah. joy

midterms are almost over, volleyball is halfway over, my life shall continue soon once again (:

"\face/ \book/ too much facebook for one hand."
goodnight.please nyquil, keep the strange dreams away.

success in several forms

2009-10-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

BR&NEW!

..after getting mawshed on.

$900 in two days.

beating the #1 team in the state.
(http://www.pasadenastarnews.com/ci_13581888)

loooooking good, life.
hello pills, goodmorning, night.

DAWG.

2009-10-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

It will go down as one of the epic victories in Pasadena City College women's volleyball history. The Lancers, ranked No. 6 in the State Top 25 Poll, upset No. 1 and two-time defending state champion El Camino College in four games before a lively home crowd at Hutto-Patterson Gymnasium Friday night.

The Lancers took sole possession of first place in the South Coast Conference at 8-0 with the victory and extended their winning streak to 13 consecutive matches. El Camino saw a 33-match, regular-season winning streak snapped and lost to the Lancers for the first time since Nov. 8, 2000. That was back when it was side-out scoring with games up to 15 points.

TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWW, another thai thing and then brand new. toooo stokedd <33333

Mosquito

2009-10-16T12:38:00.000-07:00

where the wyld shit at?
was not impressed. how unfortunate.
i came home last night to find that i am an idiot.
i left my incense lit and they apparently caught the other incense on fire. i'm fucking lucky&grateful that my apartment didn't catch fire cus they were burning on my backback and my sheets which left holes. but i can't be sad cus i still have a bed to sleep on ,HA.

i'm pretty sure i had a pokemon dream last night.
which might explain why i was able to sleep in (:

i am getting sick. i hate it.
thats what i get for dancing in the rain

tonight we play el camino, #1 team in the state and we're #6.
we shall seeee

2009-10-12T20:43:00.001-07:00

Los Angeles from clark vogeler on Vimeo.

HELLO WINTER

2009-10-12T19:36:00.000-07:00

[Play the Postal Service while reading this & you will feel good feelings.]

hello layers
hello gloves & scarves
hello many blankets
hello dark hair & pale skin
hello basketball
hello hot beverages
hello jacuzzi
hello seat warmers & heaters
hello ny and thailand?
hello crisp air
hello cold nights
hello memorable xo's
hello bday and xmas
hello presents & money
hello snow & mountains
hello log cabins
hello body warmth
hello butterflies
hello happiness

goodbye sunny sun
goodbye dresses & lack-of-clothing
goodbye sweaty nights
goodbye air conditioner
goodbye bbq's
goodbye lemonade
goodbye beach & swimming
goodbye tan
goodbye late-night bike rides
goodbye tomato plants, you were delicious.
goodbye summer, you were the best.
< / 3

but it's okay, it's worth it.
i love winter... i really, really love winter.

refill

2009-10-11T16:50:00.000-07:00

my moms trash is vintage heaven.
i've realized several things this weekend:

-i can't sit completely still.
-i no longer enjoy large crowds of my past.
-i hate this place.
-i prefer you dead AND alive.

i need a nap. i need to let loose freely, all my capabilities.

yesterday was too long. on the bright side, i won $300 for smiling. success
i had a sober night, watching peoples emotions float through the air.
it made me want to do acid, get wild, break doors, spill secrets.
i had 3 hours of sleep, and then this morning sat forcefully in a temple for two hours not understanding a word.. leaving me with nothing else to do but think.

surrounded by monks, by followers of yet another religion. faith is such a corrupt thing. i think i'm more interested in your perspective and your reason than your gods.

i hate you, you, you, you, you, and i definitely hate you.
today sucks. yesterday sucks. tomorrow sucks.

eye

need Escape

At least I am not on drugs

2009-10-09T00:45:00.000-07:00

It is finally time to check off "Winning [Beatles] Monopoly" on things I have to do before I die.

todai

2009-10-07T20:14:00.000-07:00

.class @7-10 :[
.weights, as strange short pervish man annoyingly stares
.made my self some d lish tacos
.3 hour nap
.volleyball, continuing our undefeated streak, daasssup.
.homemade chocolate!!
.jeff walking me home
.LAKERS???! fuckyah

basically the point is, LAKERS.
fuck a club ahahah
this is what wednesday nights are about ♥
anyway,

2009-10-06T21:44:00.001-07:00

sleeping in my old room has never felt weirder.

yes.

2009-10-05T15:44:00.001-07:00

aaaahahahha

i repeat

2009-10-04T22:06:00.000-07:00

"NOTHING went according to plan."

but indeed, to say the least, a successful weekend.

strange boy

2009-10-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

catch me if you cannnn...

i want,

2009-09-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

a freakin, creamsicle.

homemade burritos, thumbs up.
watching fierce people, good movie.
bed ♥

lol

2009-09-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

Terrible Decisions with Ben Schwartz from Aubrey Plaza

500 Days of Zankou with Abby Elliott from Abby Elliott

2009-09-28T21:51:00.000-07:00

old. we actually get down twice as hard these dayz

adventures

2009-09-28T15:27:00.000-07:00

no school tomorrow, get silllaayyy.

du hd in om ite (3:34:01 PM): what to do today phrend
zoerisscum (3:37:16 PM): find a beautiful boy that doesn't talk

get the fuck out, grow the fuck up

2009-09-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

i miss you bastard

i don't understand why i don't do things that i know will forsure better me.
i don't understand why i allow myself to sink.
i'm playing games with Me, its ridiculous.

i feel weak, eye pheel tired.
washedout
confused
annoyed
confused, repeat.
i wish promises had potential
i wish i could skip to the part where i look back and laugh
i wish i could force feelings forever.

.change
.change
change..change
change.

this weekend is hard to explain....
Friday, dales 21st.
Saturday, oh saturday.. bite marks&scratches, that is all.
Today, my brothers spiritual wedding which was sick as fuck.
&the cherry: I learned how to drive stick wassssssssssup.

LOHV

2009-09-26T17:19:00.000-07:00

i love street steelo
i loveee cloudy with a chance of meatballz, in 3D, hi.
i love when thriftstoree's tell me my total is $3.
i love smooth skin.
i love my bestphrend and my bestofphrends.
i love subway.
i love sleeping clothes-less with no worries.
i love having narcolepsy.
i love cleaning.
i love having no class on fridays.
i love my dad buying me 24packs from costco.
i loveeeee pasa.

2009-09-22T21:20:00.001-07:00

Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serait-ce possible alors?

2009-09-22T20:40:00.000-07:00

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

lust for life

2009-09-22T15:38:00.000-07:00

so if i'm a liar and you're a thief
at least we both know where the other one sleeps

but all is full of love

lolitas,se

orly

i wonder what its like to live in alaska
and find some beautiful place to get lost

shluvas

2009-09-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

"Waiting's just a part of the trouble you take.
I wanna make somebody who is just like me,
Who is lost for a little touch.

Smell you in the thread of the clothes that I wear.
I rip and tear to get to the deeper part of the person I can
Escape, but I can't catch."

"...You must learn to lose these things if you want to be free."
voxtrot

3deep,
sleepless weekend,
feeling shitty,
gnight.